What am I up to now?
A six month look at things. July 2025-January 2026Wow. Where do I even begin?
The past six months have been wild. Emotionally, creatively, spiritually... it's been like riding a glitter rollercoaster through a haunted rave and a healing temple at the same time.
Creative Chaos & Sparkle-Fueled Hyperfixations!!
- Neocities EXPLOSION. - This site has truly become my digital heart. I've built lyric pages, character hubs, timeline madness, wrestling reviews, a Culture Club shrine, and enough HTML-chaos to power the rebirth of Geocities. I also finished posting the lyrics to the album Waking Up With the House On Fire, and baby, some of those songs hurt in the best way.
- My Fanfiction universe(s) is thriving. - Boy George, Jon Moss, Mikey Craig, Roy Hay, and all my OCs (hi Jessi, Frankie, Zephyr, and chaos crew 💖) have been living rent-free in my brain and storyboards. I wrote, revised, and emotionally spiraled over scenes involving heartbreak, healing, livestream scandals, secret pregnancies, magical realism, and possibly crimes (all fictional, don't arrest me).
- Retro MP3 archiving? Check. - I deep-dived into rare t.A.T.u. demos, organized my MP3 collection, and yelled about underrated Sergey Kuznetsov projects while half the internet looked confused, and I smiled with pride.
Personal Growth, Spiritual Feels, & Big Realizations
- Gym era unlocked. - I started hitting the gym, not just for the body but for the rage-to-energy pipeline. Gains and glutes. Period.
- Genealogy brain rot continues. - I found ancestors, weird cousin names, dead witches, and connections to both Pocahontas and possibly Jim Cornette. I am the moment in family history.
- Spiritually speaking? - Still vibing with Krishna Consciousness, blending queerness, compassion, and cosmic chaos in a way that actually makes sense to me.
Fandom Drama, Digital Breakups, and New Visions
- I defended Mike Shinoda from some real nonsense, collected receipts from messy Discord servers, and started building new spaces; ones rooted in compassion, truth, and protecting Chester's legacy from being twisted.
- Tumblr tried my patience. But I'm still here, fabulous, loud, and a little dangerous.
The Feels™️
- Karma Chameleon is actually a pretty sad song if you really pay attention to the lyrics.
- Boy George and Jon Moss still make me cry.
- Jim Cornette is still hot. (Don't fight me on this.)
- I still wish I could hug 1983 George and tell him it's okay.
- My characters are real to me. My fanfiction matters. And if it makes me feel something -- really feel something -- it's worth writing.
See you in six months. Probably with more sparkle, more chaos, and maybe just a little more healing. Stay soft. Stay fierce. Stay weird.