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Hare Krishna! Waiting to receive my Japa Mala. I can't wait to get them, then I can properly chant the Maha Mantra of the morning. I don't know about anyone else but, I chant the Maha Mantra the way Boy George does in the song "Bow Down Mister". I can't chant it any other way, LOL.
Also looking forward to receiving my Tilak as well, so I can apply it of the morning before chanting. Of course, I'll have to remove it afterwards -- the bad thing about living with super Christian family that think Krishna Consciousness is a cult -- but it's okay.
Hare Krishna!
- C.K. (The Chameleon)
Hare Krishna! Having a bad moment right now. My mom and I were discussing wanting to get a cat. My cat, Matilda, passed away in 2015, so it's been ten years without a cat by my side.
However, as soon as my dad heard what we were discussing, he threw a fit. Said absolutely not, and said that the idea is "bullshit". It's unfair. I guess the things I want don't matter. I honestly hate living here. I want to move out, but I can't afford it. I guess moving out is the only way I can ever have a cat.
I feel like I don't belong in my own home. I've said it before and I'll say it again... I'm a stranger in this world.
Hare Krishna!
- C.K. (The Chameleon)
Hare Krishna! Been having a rough time. Back in April, I reconnected with an old friend from middle school -- we'll call him J -- and we hit it off, started talking, realized we had a lot in common; a love of pro wrestling, a love of video games, etc. We talked EVERY DAY. Suddenly, around September 20th, he stopped messaging me. I reached out trying to figure out why, and never heard back.
I figured maybe he was busy, since I had remembered him saying he was helping out his family after one of them had surgery, so I really didn't think much of it, and decided to give space. Yesterday, I realized I hadn't seen him posting on Facebook, which was odd. So I went to click on his profile, and it took me to a "Content not found" screen. I was confused.
So I went on my backup Facebook page, and I could see J's page from that one. Yeah. He blocked me. For what reason, I don't know. I never said or did anything untoward. It really hurt because this is usually how romance goes for me; I start talking to someone, we hit it off, realize we have a lot in common, and then they ghost me/block me out of nowhere. It really messes with my head, to be honest. I'm just going to stick to being 'in love' with my favorite celebrities/favorite wrestlers, I guess.
Hare Krishna!
- C.K. (The Chameleon)